Are We Doing Monogamy All Wrong?

Agree with this writing in our case, Non-monogamy has made us happier and more connected! I love and adore my husband and the freedoms we share.

BBC Threesome

I’m so excited today a new BBC has landed in my lap. We met him last night. I’ve been talking to him about 3 weeks. I honestly didn’t know if it would work out. The last and only BBC turned out to be sexually incredible and stunning but was too agressive with my time so I had to end it.  I was a little gun shy going into this one.  It so turns out he was really a polite gentleman, selective,  and sexy as hell.  I’ve joked with my husband he has a body like an Olympian.  There’ll almost certainly be more to the story. He lives within an hour’s drive. I just might have to have this one in my bed. More to come…..I can’t wait!

Butterflies – FMF rewarding my Bull

Butterflies fill me.  I’m not normally nervous!  Tonight brings a new experience.   My preference is for MFM and the occasional MF.  I’m used to me in the center of attention.  A blessing I know. I have been spoiled! Today brings something new. 

My most recent bull…..the best I’ve had in fact.  Propositioned me for a FMF with his new sexy girlfriend.  I’m dealing with all kinds of nerves today.  I hope this all goes well. Maybe I am intimidated by women or maybe I just don’t like sharing.  This could turn out to be something amazing and longer lasting….but something in me tells me this may be the last time I’ll enjoy this fulfilling dominant bull as he transitions from a single bull to a couple.   I’m excited for tonight but also saddened.  It’s so hard to find a 3rd with all of his qualities!  Huge cock,  full of kink, dominant nature, and yet admires me thoroughly.  His normal world completely different than mine but perfectly connected sexually. Rare qualities…..I will appreciate tonight but prepare myself  to have to let go of this one so he can build a real relationship. 
I will take one very special thing with me.  I’ve learned….a dominant bull is exactly what I need in the bedroom that is.  Nothing hotter that being directed, admired, rewarded, and slightly punished.  Yes Sir this adventure has been a very good lesson in discovering my true needs!  Thank you Sir!

His rewarding Hotwife

Craving something new! Erotic vacation?

As I take a break from my bull hunt I find myself wanting to experience something new to give me that rush.  Something I can experience with my husband.   It’s time for some research….erotic venues and/or erotic vacations.  Anyone care to chime in? Where would you go for an erotic vacation? Someplace moderate to upscale with a sexually charged atmosphere. 

New man who?

It’s been so long since I’ve posted!  A few men have come and gone.  One amazing BBC that literally was the best thing ever….until he wanted too much.  Unfortunately had to let that one go.  There has been one other, one with kink….an amazing 1st date..but since then the 2nd date was very dissapointing.  I’ll elaborate at some point but not today.  

I know i’ve said this before. Finding the right playdate is fricken difficult.  Pretty bummed about my latest activities.  Thinking maybe it’s time for a break. 

 

A New Man….a Welcome Change

I’ve been struggling, craving my favorite lover for months.  He frustrates me.  He is the only partner I’ve been involved with that treats me the way I like.    He has this sort of control over me.  The only man that confidently swats my ass, takes doesn’t ask,  loves anal play to an extreme, borderline rough and dominant ….yet always, always makes sure I’m satisfied and has a warm intimate way about him when we are together.  I feel absolutely worshipped by him in his physical presence .  I could go on easily.  He physically does everything perfect when its time to play.  The perfect playdate. No commitments and amazing sex. The problem….he is missing in action in between playtime and I get little to no notice when he’s coming to town..and he disappears for months at a time with zero contact.  Anticipating and preparing for a date is part of the  pleasure.

Understandably, I am a hotwife. I’m don’t expect commitments exactly. But….finding a really good sexual partner is difficult. I prefer a long term partner like him to continue to push each others envelope over a one night hook up anyday.   Plus, it’s safer that way. 

I considered looking elsewhere for someone more reliable but I knew the search would be tough. Afterall, he’s the best sex I’ve ever had when it comes to playdates. I’ve had my fair share of dates that were not repeated by choice.

Frustration set in and I finally began looking. I don’t know that I want to cut off my favorite but he’s definitely not keeping me satisfied in between visits. As expected not an easy search.  Extremely  discouraging actually. I wont elaborate where I search….but profile after profile…..I’m unimpressed. Unattractive, fake, or attractive but lacking any ability to flirt and hold my attention with charm or wit. I finally decided to quit looking for now..the selection was just not there.

Until a few weeks ago.  Someone new…messaged my inbox.  One guy stood out.  He caught my attention with his immediate charm and good looks.  His confidence is sexy but not arrogant. Appears he has exactly what I’m seeking. Of course my caution is up…as he seems too good to be true. Ideal really. Since then I’ve spent everyday chatting to some extent. This guy is the first man I’ve contacted since  my favorite lover that has made me crave him so quickly.  I’m sure I’ll know soon….I think I’ve found exactly what I’ve been looking for and more.

Secrets…a revealing fantasy

I wonder what it would be like. Revealing my true self in public. Showing my affections for my lovers. Openly having date nights husband in one hand and a lover in the other. Why do I crave this?

Of course consequences are too great to ever expose the truths. The judgement of co-workers, family, kids. A disturbing thought really in this square world. If none of the consequences existed….id love to proclaim….”i love men, i love cock, and i absolutely love it when i find the perfect male kinky partner. I act on my lust for attractive men and its one of the most satisfy experiences of my lifetime. To all those women that would judge me….they would be secretly jealous. I’ve had a handful of the hard sexy bodies they would absolutely drool over….up close and personal in situations they could only fantasize about. I love my life and my experiences. We have a more open and honest marriage than 90% of couples out there and it works. Absolutely getting my cake and eating it to.”

I only wish i had someone to share my secrets with…….

Hello Blog! This is as good as it gets as far a sharing goes right now.

Mrs. Anonymous

The First Time

I was always a horny girl. Lost my virginity at an early age. My teenage life, I was a good girl. A straight A student, worked, responsible, and graduated in the top of my class. I rarely stepped out of line. Only two men….well teen boys really knew my true thoughts even then. My two most significant high school boyfriends. One…a four year relationship..was a sexual adventure. At 16 we were watching porn together in his moms bed. Fucking at the park, in our car, anywhere we could find. We even bought a book together about sex so we could try new things. Seems funny now…I’m sure most people thought I was such a nice girl. Well not much has changed, I’m still secretly doing bad things.

For now, back to my topic….The First Time. I’d been married 4 years and had 2 kids when my husband and I started talking about desires. Obviously, I wasn’t the only horny one. Coincidentally, about this same time…one of my old boyfriends found me. It started out as a hello, how have you been type conversation. Somehow…the conversations turned hotter. We talked about old stories, naughty things we did together. Im guessing his love life at home was lacking…although he didnt say so. He seemed extremely motivated to take our conversations in the direction they were going.

That night I told my husband. To my surprise….he encouraged me. Send him a picture of your new titties. Our latest investment that we were both proud of.

Days went by…emailing daily. Turning my ex on with our naughty conversations and my sexy photos. It was thrilling. I was coming home wet everyday and hot. My husband was loving it.

Then one day it happened. I dropped the bait…per my husbands request. Invite him over….see if you can get him to fuck you. He’s obviously trustworthy, he was my best friend for years. The distance was apparently not too much of a deterrent. As expected he was up for it. Of course he didn’t know my husband knew. As far as he knew, I was cheating.

The day finally came. I told him my hubby was out of town for work. He made the drive that night knowing sex was the agenda. When he arrived…I opened the door wearing something casual but revealing. A tight tank, no bra and short shorts. My heart was racing as I’m sure his was too. My memory of that night is vague. Its been at least 10 years ago.

What sticks with me most was the thrill. I was seducing this man while my husband was in the house. He was quietly staying hidden in our guest room. Listening to his wife and her ex lover in the neighboring room. He could hear our kissing, our skin slapping, and our moans of pleasure. With the excitement of my actions, I was no doubt dripping. Feeling another cock inside me for the first time in 5 years. My head was spinning….a mental high like I’ve never felt.

There was feeling of concern about what my husband was doing. How he was handling this event while I was being taken by another man. Much to my relief, after my ex left….I found that I was not the only one dripping. My husband was hard, hot, and dripping with pre-cum. That night our sex together was incredible.

The True Us

We have lots of secrets. The true us is unknown to 98% of the people that know us. We are your normal, everyday middle income american family. Attractive, Mid life,Professional careers, active kids, vanilla lives at least as most people believe from the outside looking in.

I started this blog as an outlet. We are not vanilla. We are so much more than what people know. We’ve opened our lives to amazing sexual experiences that have enriched our marriage. This is our secret….we have kept our stories locked up tight between the two of us for the last ten years. But….for myself…i’m learning I need an outlet, somewhere to share my experiences. So here it is…..our path to the hotwife lifestyle, my love of men, and swinging experiences that have taken us to out current pleasure.

If this blog so moves you….then please share.

Lunchtime Satisfaction

My first post….today I’ve finally been motivated to take that plunge to post.  Today I am satisfied.  I had a visit from my favorite lover. Actually he’s the only active partner that I would classify as a lover.  It was a lunchtime quickie….providing at least temporary satisfaction until I can get him for several hours.   My details will come later….but for now….just my statement.  I have been pleasured!  I am still moist and I can smell the sex on me while I’m at work.